MASKED IN HUNGER, SHE WEEPS.
By Brenda Bungei
The economy has been tough
The journey knowingly has been rough
Terrible that she cannot afford a bun
So behind the mask of smiles she hides
As her stomach rumbles for at least a spoonful
She masks in fear of judgements and humiliation
She cannot call home, it's worse over there
With the ground dry and cracked as tho cursed
Her brothers eat like squatters from neighbors to relatives
Sadly she understands, she can't call home
New to campus she doesn't know where she'll trade her labour
Only for food. Even a meal a day
Hiding under her blankets trying to subsidie the hunger with sleep
She glups water each time her stomach rumbles
She cries she weeps but deep down
She hopes someday she'll thrive
Hungry and depressed, she bottles up her problems
Too often she masks the truth in advance
Sealing off herself from mercy
From the stench of their judgment that overwhelms her
She hides behind memes, for fales comfort
Repeling the truth too devastating to accept.
Teafully she's been writing ;
She's been writing because only the pen can hold what she feels
Silently cries, So silently she weeps
Every Aroma has become poison to her nostrils
Because weakly her stomach begs for attention
Weakly, she holds herself strong so that they may not know she's starving
She trusts no one with her situation, her faith in people is tattered
Listening to her favorite sauti sol's tune until she's lured to sleep
Shallowly asleep, she hopes to make it through the night
And hope tomorrow will be better. ..
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